I failed...

This post is a bit outdated. Was written on Thursday night... So hope those who read this posts will understand. :D
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I've been working in programming field for the past 4yrs and I've never delayed my work... Well I DID for few times... BUT normally even if I delayed, I would still know when I could deliver my job...

This time... It's the first time I failed........... Miserably........ Innocently........

This month is a very stressful month for me ever since I came back from my 2 weeks leave. *thats the reason why I havent been updating my blog lately. TOO busy!!*

1st, the moment I step into the office the 1st day I came back to office after my 2weeks leave, a colleague of mine told me to finish an enhancement within 3 days!

2nd, there's clients calling and emailling saying their system got problem/bugs which needs to be fixed ASAP.

3rd, my ladyboss told me to proceed with the Taiwan project after its been on-hold for quite some time and need me to finish it within 2weeks!

4th, I got an sms early in the morning last Tuesday from my dad saying my 7th aunt just passaway from cancer after she's been struggling it for some time. *Rest in peace 7th aunt. We'll always remember and always keep you in out heart!* Me, my sis and my parents rushed down to Singapore on that night to pay our last respect to her. So we're there since Wednesday till Friday.

5th, when I got back, I continue with the Taiwan project and got 1 or 2 meetings with my ladyboss... With that 1 or 2 meeting, I found that my ladyboss treat me differently ever since... Because of my 1 mistake of not following her flow...

Which actually I did follow but just with a small shortcut! She didn't like it, so she says:-

1. I wasn't ready to be a consultant.
2. My technical skill is not up to par!
3. I didnt gather user requirements or do anything during my time in Taiwan. *which I was suppose to go there for DEVELOPMENT and NOT gathering user requirements. And I DID DO SOMETHING, very busy in fact, when I'm there!*
4. I didnt go read her flow and do watever I want.
5. I didnt think like how a consultant was supposed to think i.e. Giving a GOOD solution and not giving unnecessary solution. *Harlowwwww... I'm in LEARNING STAGE here!!*

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... I know....... I know..... When you're working, thats what you gotta face and I do accept it...

But I giess wit hthe 1st time of me failing to deliver a project ontime WITHOUT KNOWING when I could actually finished it... That's a very hard blow to my ego.... as a programmer....

At 1am, I gave up my development and I really surrender..... My brain is stuck from over-stressed and tiredness and lack of sleep.......

I switched off the laptop and went upstairs to my room and hug my already snoring loudly boyboy. The moment I hugged him, I cried silently..... I really really am overstressed and I really dunno how to answer to my ladyboss tomolo....

I kept crying silently till I somehow felt a lot better. I think that my boyboy knew that I'm hugging him and even while sleeping, he could give me the comfort and suppoer that I needed so much now......

He somehow will move and put his leg over mine as if to tell me that he's there and will always be by my side no matter how difficult it is the situation I'm facing. Then he'll move his back to me to give me the warmth I'm seeking for....

I really do felt a lot better after all the crying and huggings... All I could do now is to wish for some miracle to happen tomolo.... *which I hope that my ladyboss wont scold me and are willing to give me more time for the project... Which I know is impossible....*

Penang Trip - Day 2

Day 2, we went to Penang and check-in after we had our yummy breakfast at Foh San Ipoh. Once checked in, it was nice the hotel. I went to take the lift to 10th floor and once I exit from the lift, I saw this very cute paintings... And we quickly check in and put our luggage in the room... And quickly come out to take pics with the cute paintings...

KungFu Penguin!!! Cute rite?!?!?! :D

Right in front of the hotel, there's the beach!!! Beautiful hoh?!?!?!

SEE!!! Clear blue sea... Clear blue skies... Ahhhhhhhh....
Clear blue sea, clear sandy beach... AWwWWwWwww....
Cam-whoring with the beach... I LOVE THE BEACH!!!
But there's too much shells, so I was forced to wear my sandals when walking along the beach..
This is the Paradise Sandy Beach hotel, just next to our hotel but their price is sky high per nite!!!

Me being the "keling mui" dancing taking pics under da tree...
My boyboy day dreaming adi early morning...
This KFC shop looks damn special leh...
It looks like a house...
With playground... and obviously I can't sit this... YOU KNOW WHY LAH!!!

OBVIOUSLY my boyboy not suitable to play this too!! :D
My boyboy being macho guy!!! :D
Khong... Edward Khong...
Whhheeeeee!!!
OK I too long didnt play swing adi lar... so I'm super happy when I get to play mar... :D

The whole "look" of the KFC building in Penang... special rite?? Like a bungalow oni...
Then after our lunch, we head off to Queensbay Mall to shop a little...
The surrounding area is SOOOOO beautiful!!!
See... it's windy and the sea damn pretty!!!
Summore can see Penang bridge!! :D

Camwhore with boyboy... :D
And I bought a swimsuit at the mall just to swim in the hotel.. And it's raining!!!

I can't show you my new swimsuit pics as it'll show off a lot of my EXTRA meats... AHAHAHAHAHAHA... So I scared once you saw, you won't be able to eat for few weeks!! :p

Bought this nice t-shirt for my bro... my boyboy buy 1 lah.. :D
Me and my boyboy's matching Mario's shirt!!! Nice bor?!?!?! :D Cute rite?? :D
Then I also bought this cute "mushroom" purse together with the tshirts. I love it!!!

So that's what I did while I'm in Penang, for Day 3, we didnt take any pics as all we did is just eat and walk around oni.. nothing special......

My Most Valuable Friend...

I was in a very terrible mood yesterday after I received a call from my boyboy.

I was so down that I didn't know who to go to... and so I go to Huei and Kalei...

I pour all my worries, my sadness and my sorrow to both of them and I'm so so SO glad that I've met them. Without them, I might die of depression!!!


Huei being such a good friend that she kept helping me by telling me various ways to overcome the problem that I'm facing and even go ask around her friends to see if there are any proper way to help me out. I'm really really so so glad that I met them and really really happy that they're my friends.

When Huei gave me the solution, I found that it really might work if we try. So it almost lifted up my mood almost instantly!! All the while, never missed out Kalei, who knows that I'm in a very terrible mood, kept on trying to cheer me up with all his funny jokes from his overly-creative mind.

It really do lift up my mood even more!! As I still don't feels like facing my boyboy yet, I was there thinking where to go. I didn't want to go home so early to face him. I know with my terrible mood, once I see him, there might be volcano explosion!!

Then Kalei being so good and such a dear friend, asked me out for dinner. At first I was quite reluctant to go as my mood really stinks and I even told him so....

Kalei: Want to come out for BKT?
Me: Aihhh... I eat dragon meat also no mood lar...
Kalei: No mood also still need to eat mar...
Me: ...
Kalei: Or we stick to the plan, go KLCC eat Kiku Zakura?
Me: I dunno ler... aihhh...
If I eat halfway, I cry then how leh???
Kalei: I will shout
The baby is not mine!!!!!!
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...
kanasai
Kalei: Yes the baby is kanasai 1...
Hmmm.. then the baby's name is kana-son?
Me: hahahahahaha...

In the end, even Huei suggested I go for the dinner as she said that with Kalei's logical mind, it will lift up my mood and will makes things more clearer for me. So I did. And the outcome??

I'll let the pictures says for itself...

Kalei being such a good friend...
The environment in Kiku Zakura Restaurant...
The Arowana fish.. big isn't it??
The main door and payment counter...
The table settings for our dinner...
I wonder what is he looking at... a bit "yam sap" face... hmmm...
His dinner... forgot dunno wat set liao...
And he's soooo concentrating on something....

And it's bcuz he said "Cute hoh this wasabi??"

Ika Ring... I think that's wat its being called lar...
My dunno wat set... :D
A very yummylicious chicken bbq stick... Even Kalei loved it a lot...

When he's eating this chicken bbq stick, he kept on saying this: -

Kalei: Eh very yummy leh... hou hou sik ahhh... *making funny faces*

Me: HAHAHAHAHHAAHHA

Kalei: Really leh... MMMmmMMMmmmm... *making funny faces*

Me: *still laughing non-stop*

Well I laugh is because his expression really funny... kakakakakakakaka... too bad I didn't managed to capture it... wasted...

After our dinner, we discussed over my problem and how he asked me to view things through.. His advices is really really very good... he kept on telling me this: -

"Don't zoom too 'deep' into the problem... try to zoom out more
and look at things through more perspective. If you zoom in too much, you won't
solve your problem. It'll makes you stuck."

Yes I do agree with him. Maybe I really "zoom" in too much till I don't really see the whole situation more clearly... then he told me on how normally guys thinks when they encounter such problem and etc. I found that very useful as I then realized that, guys don't think like how girls do. With his advices, it really do help me look into my boyboy's perspective...

Then he give me few more examples and I realized that... his main point would be "fei fei bak bak". Meaning "fat fat white white". HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... Can't really tell you in details but it really is funny. Thanks a lot Kalei!!!

After that, I said why not we camwhore a bit? And he don't mind and say... OK bah.. :D

1st attempt: My hands shook, so the outcome a bit blurred...
2nd attempt: His turn to hold my phone camera and said something funny... I laugh till can't see my eyes!!!

So that's Kalei. A very good friend who would be there for you when you need him... THANK YOU!!! Same goes to Huei... I LOVE YOU BOTH!!!

psstttt... Love as in friendly love hoh... not those lover's love hoh... kakakakakakaka... ME STRAIGHT 1 GEH!!!

Funny Chat with Kalei...

Funny chat Part 1
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Kalei: ah yan... i very the sleepy~

Me: hahahahaha
then how u wan me to help u leh?
u wan me to slap u mar?
hahahahaha

Kalei: don... i don wan u to slept me :P

Me: =.='''''''''

Kalei: naughty ah yan...

Me: OEIIIIIIIIIII
i said SLAP wor!!! not SLEPT leh!!!!

Kalei: always wan to take advantages of ppl

Me: =.=''''
* vomit blood *

Kalei: no meh~~
soli... it shows that i m really sleepy

Me: =.='''

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Funny chat Part 2
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Me: Just now CheeHooi informed me that my jap leng chai will go Manila this coming friday
I WAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I WANNNNNNNN

Kalei: wan wat ?

Me: then he ask me to fly to manila together with my jap leng chai....

Kalei: ni pon kia ?

Me: but i scared... i cant control myself..... i'll rape him during the 2hours flight

Kalei: ni pon kia ? or chee hooi ?

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ni pon kia lar of coz!!!!!!!!!
i dun 1 cheehooi lar!!

Kalei: naughty ah yan..
2 weeks no see only..
become so 'hiao' liao

Me: hahahahaahoh when talk bout my ni pon kia, i memang hiao 1

Kalei: try to pick up jap lah..ask him to give u free lectures..

Me: OOOoooOOOoOOOOooooOOOOO...
i scared later he kept teaching me yamateh oni
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Kalei: ah yan - how to say i love u in jap..
jap - ai-shi-te-ru

Me: AI SHI TE RU NI PON KIA!!!!!

Kalei: ah yan - ai-shi-te-ru...

Me: HAAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Kalei: jap - ai-shi-te-ru
ah yan - ai-shi-te-ru

Me: *_*

Kalei: walao... see bei 'ro-man-tik' ah..

Me: yes lah
makes me nose bleed liao lar
hahahahahaha

Kalei: if got ppl around sure vomit blood

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
kalei u veli bad lar!!!!

Back from my 2 weeks leave...

Yep... back from my 2 weeks leave and I feel sad... cuz the time flies so fast loh!!! I don't feel like I've been off from work for 2 weeks loh!!! How I wish I could rest longer... kakakakakakaka..

OK so here's some pics of Day 1 and Day 2 when I'm in Ipoh and Penang. Day 1 when I'm in Ipoh, there's nothing much to take pic... so I didnt take. But then... I bought something cute for my sis and da bf...

CJ7!!!

The back, front and side view!! :D

Day 2 - Breakfast with Custard!!!

Ipoh Kai Si Hor Fun
Yummy Poh Peah!!!
Chu Kan Yuen (Pig's Nerve Balls... hmmm... sounds... a bit... off....)

My boyboy enjoying da various fishballs/meatballs...
Ipoh Bak Kor Pi (Ipoh White Coffee ler...)
My boyboy take this pic secretly.. he wanna take my ugly eating face loh!!! So bad!! But I caught him!!! muakakakakaka...
Camwhor-ing when my boyboy is driving off to Penang... he notti!! Take his eyes off da road when he's speeding 120km/h in this pic!!!
Penang!!!!!!!
Penang Bridge!!!
Our hotel room in Tanjung Bungah Hotel
De toilette...

De dozing off space...

De view from our room...
Even Penang also got Sungai Wang leh!!!!!! But this is da coffee shop lah.. kakakakaka...
Our room is at the far end... I have to walk damn far to my room from the lift...

Overall, the stay in Ipoh is OK... I wouldn't say it's perfect as the aircond is not so good but errr... we go there just to sleep mar... so we don't really care...

We both enjoyed the food tremendously and you can see from the pics that, ever since I came back from Taiwan, my face is getting more and more rounder and errr... looks more and more bengkak!!! Sad case really... I NEED HARDCORE DIET WEIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!